I just started thinking about Japan and got sad because what i am going to do without my bestfriends?
what i am going to do without my wollongong drinking buddy Jess and our gossip sessions and smokes on the way home from parties
What am I going to do without Krystal, my hetero homo life partner, what I am going to do without her cynical wisdom, and smoke breaks on her couch and d and m’s out the front of her house and drunk cooking and everything
What am I supposed to do without my boyfriend whom I love for some stupid fucking reason
I book my flights monday and even though I don’t leave till aprilI am fucking sad. It’s happening. It’s really happening. It’s depressing and it’s wonderful. And I am drunk and sad and happy.
How do I deal with leaving the most amazing people in the world behind.
(Krystal you better be sad because I am. I am going to miss you more than anything)